So much greater

Becoming a grown up means making choices. In a world were choices are endless, we as humans fear making the wrong one. The truth is if we're trusting God with all these decisions, we would always be making the right choice.

So where does this disconnect occur? Where do we stop trusting and start making the wrong choices?

This past Sunday, I got to hear a simple message of stop and listening to God. The fact is we are running from Him that we don't realize we're running to the wrong choice. I wish I could say I was the good daughter who was always obedient and listen to God with every choice I made, but the truth is far from it. I've made so many more choices on my own, that God had to teach me time and time again that I need to trust Him. If you were to follow my life, you would be able to pin point every wrong turn I've taken and every turn I had to take to get back on track. I life line is not one straight line, but instead filled with many loops and scribbles. So here I am at another turning point in my life, the next step will change my life forever. The idea of making the decision in the past seemed so simple and yet now it's become one of the most complicated decisions in my life. What to do? I know what I need to do, I know that I need to run to God's arm and hug Him until He points me to the right decision. So what's holding me back? I have no clue. At this point, I can only pray and know that God is embracing me. That in my moment of weakness, He's there waiting. He's holding on tightly for the both of us. Maybe all it took was to acknowledge he's there.

So here I am, knowing you are sitting with me. Waiting.

Jars of Clay - Love song for a Savior.
It seems too easy to call you "Savior",
Not close enough to call you "God"
So as I sit and think of words I can mention
to show my devotion

"I want to fall in love with You"

"my heart beats for You"